Friday, February 1, 2008

STILL SMOKING while I take the no-smoke Rx


The first day of February! I'm still smoking--regrettingly. Gernerally calmer the last few days or a week or more, but today, off from work, smoking all day, I'm antsy, ready to climb the walls. There's some strong relationship to the angst and smoking; the more I smoke the more anxious I become.

Lauren will go in for thyroid surgery February 5th., a small lump on one side of her thyroid--doctors have been watching it--and the opinion now is they will remove one side of her thyroid. My hope is it's not cancerous. I worry.

A trip half-assed planned to visit Matt and Lauren in California in early March has been re-scheduled for early April, a week or so.

I planted some hyacinth bulbs today in pot (3) and one in the glass jar. Expectations of spring fragrance before long.

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